I’m an eternal optimist, always hoping for the best and expecting success. I think positive thoughts and have hope things will work out, and sometimes they do, others they do not. When it came to my Internet Café Project receiving this container from the town, I was downright pessimistic. I had many a tiny hope and prayer that it would work out but I was already thinking of plans for when they completely rejected the project idea.
4pm last Thursday was the set time, the mayor finally having arranged the meeting for HAPCO, the Iddir, himself, and me. My heart raced with nervousness as my supervisor and I walked to the meeting. Having been reading a book about war I couldn’t help but think how our situation was analogous to going to battle. We strode into the meeting with peace agreement in hand but weapons in our back pockets in case it got nasty.
I sat in a daze as Amharic filled the room, trying my best to keep up with the conversation. The Iddir chairman having forgotten his peace agreement instead went straight for his pistol; I expected nothing more. His words were slurred, and as usual I could not comprehend his speech other than to know that it was nothing short of bombastic. I watched the Mayor’s response and he remained unshaken, giving me my first ounce of hope.
The day had turned into night and we finished the meeting mainly because the room in which we were sitting had no electricity. As we dispersed into the chilly street I turned to my supervisor to verify what all was said in the meeting. No shots had been fired and although it got off to a rocky start, filled with complaints and disagreements, it ended with handshakes and smiles. My suspensions were confirmed: the container was to be used for the internet café! I doubted and doubted only to be surprised by a positive outcome.
Apparently the other Iddir members were more willing to negotiate, less interested in hearing themselves talk, thankfully. We have had another meeting this week to write up an agreement between my project and the Iddir, knowing the community group would still be very actively involved in my project. Community participation is the key to success for Peace Corps projects so I was in favor of a joint project. What I wasn’t quite prepared for was the appointment of the Iddir chairman as the new chairman of the internet café project committee. Seriously?
I’ve turned a new leaf, creating hope and optimism where one might have thought it wasn’t possible. Maybe this new faith in the chairman is more of a begging prayer. I still hardly understand his Amharic, am annoyed by his arrogant arm-crossing behavior when other people are finally permitted to speak, and believe he doesn’t listen to anyone besides himself, but I also think he actually wants to help the orphans. Well, I pray he does anyway.
Next step is a meeting with all the new committee members, whom we’ve selected from various government offices including Labor & Social Affairs, Women’s Affairs, Youth & Sports, and HAPCO. These representatives will govern the internet café after I leave, insuring that the café remains open, the project is profitable, and the orphans receive the lion’s share. For now I’m just so very thankful there is a chance I’ll get to see this project through myself.
4pm last Thursday was the set time, the mayor finally having arranged the meeting for HAPCO, the Iddir, himself, and me. My heart raced with nervousness as my supervisor and I walked to the meeting. Having been reading a book about war I couldn’t help but think how our situation was analogous to going to battle. We strode into the meeting with peace agreement in hand but weapons in our back pockets in case it got nasty.
I sat in a daze as Amharic filled the room, trying my best to keep up with the conversation. The Iddir chairman having forgotten his peace agreement instead went straight for his pistol; I expected nothing more. His words were slurred, and as usual I could not comprehend his speech other than to know that it was nothing short of bombastic. I watched the Mayor’s response and he remained unshaken, giving me my first ounce of hope.
The day had turned into night and we finished the meeting mainly because the room in which we were sitting had no electricity. As we dispersed into the chilly street I turned to my supervisor to verify what all was said in the meeting. No shots had been fired and although it got off to a rocky start, filled with complaints and disagreements, it ended with handshakes and smiles. My suspensions were confirmed: the container was to be used for the internet café! I doubted and doubted only to be surprised by a positive outcome.
This is the container we will use for the internet cafe! |
I’ve turned a new leaf, creating hope and optimism where one might have thought it wasn’t possible. Maybe this new faith in the chairman is more of a begging prayer. I still hardly understand his Amharic, am annoyed by his arrogant arm-crossing behavior when other people are finally permitted to speak, and believe he doesn’t listen to anyone besides himself, but I also think he actually wants to help the orphans. Well, I pray he does anyway.
Next step is a meeting with all the new committee members, whom we’ve selected from various government offices including Labor & Social Affairs, Women’s Affairs, Youth & Sports, and HAPCO. These representatives will govern the internet café after I leave, insuring that the café remains open, the project is profitable, and the orphans receive the lion’s share. For now I’m just so very thankful there is a chance I’ll get to see this project through myself.
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